I miss U... Mum..

WHY??why is me? mum why you want to left me alone?
I knew i not a good daughter..
But can your be more fare abig??
She is yours daughter, yours sister..Then who am i?
Me not yours member of family?
Is that because of my mother aready left??
Is that because of im alone??
I'm getting tired to all of this thing...
I try and try to be the girl your like, but did your care about my feeling??
I going to lost my self..
Last 2month,
when i admint at hospital, why no one come to visit me??
your never care my life, if 1day i left,
yours also feel nevermind??
If not care me, pls don't bind me.
I need freedom..
I want go to find way can let me feel more happy..
Don't always force me to do the thing i don't like...
MUM!! I MISS you so...SO.. MUCH...
Who can told me, when can i meet my mother??

I LOVE YOU!!
MUM!!